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ok so i am up at this hour because one i am bored and have nothing to do... but i am also talking to melody's brother scott cause he is in the hospital with jamie cause she is in labor... yeah thats right IN LABOR... like having a baby... like she is having the baby as i am typing this... she just got the epidural a few mins ago... but she still has her sense of humor... i told her that a blog was kinda like an online journal that i can write my thoughts down. so its kinda like an online account of my life. and she cracked a joke and said wow it must be a short blog... haha... but that's actually really funny cause it is cause i just started it yesterday... well this wont get published till after 12 so tuesday... lol.

scott hasn't really responded in a while so my guess is that the baby is either really close to being born or is being born right now. 12:07 am 4-1-2010

ok so it is 12:23 now and still no word back yet. so im going to let everyone know some things that have been going through my head during all this... i know that its not in my immediate future but somewhere down the road i would like to have kids, and i wonder what that feeling is going to be... i know its going to be enormous joy and love but those are given emotions... i want to know exactly what im going to feel. its not anytime soon but i am really curious.. and i want to know. and to be completely honest i am looking forward to it... cause i know that i am just going to be overwhelmed with emotion the first time i hold my child... i dont know what im going to do... but i will probably look up at my wife, kiss her on the forehead and tell her i love her, the tell our baby to say hello to mommy, and hand the baby over to my wife and watch her reaction from holding our baby for the first time.. and then i will lay down and hold my wife holding our newborn baby. and we will all take a little nap. our first nap as a family.

i know that it is no time soon. but i am still looking forward to it. everyone has always told me that i am going to be a great dad. i just want to be able to believe it myself. well i think im going to go to sleep because i have class in the morning.